honestly..

sometimes i think i didn't fit them anymore..
its more to worried than sad.....hurt.
more unpredictable things will come..
i hope its better indeed..

mitte kudasai!

All my friends know that im so into japan... i eat japanese food, i watch japan movies;drama, i learn japan language(just a little bit, thanks to mira...), most of my talk is about japan (if i meet the japan lovers), i watch japan talkshow, n most of all im a die hard fan of japanese band especially KAT TUN!!

dakara,
i want to go to japan so badly..
otousan n okasaan will fly to japan in oktober... so im BEGGING them to bring me along...
i didnt use my allowance just to save money to go to japan, to shop at there.. to taste their mouthwatering food (yg halal je la..umaiii!!!)..
unfortunately, i cannot fulfill this dream...
they not tell me exactly why but i guess they didnt have enough money to support my ticket flight..
so sad..
i wanna meet koki!!!
or at least koki's birthplace...!!

maybe some other time..
maybe when i have my own job..
maybe when i become rich..
just leave the maybe for now..

korea

from up....
SUPER JUNIOR
DBSK
WONDER GIRLS
GIRLS GENERATION



im soo into korean song rite now...
but i never forget bout my koki...
haha..

jgn bg adek aku ckp..

around 1.30 am..
cite the glimmer man...
adek n ibu yg khusyuk tgk.. me? maen pc..

adek: ibu adek takleh tgk ganas nanti adek lapar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*sila makan dulu sebelum tonton cite 18SG...*

aku just gelak besar tak henti2....

WHAT!! . . .

cite die bermula pabila ayahku terjumpa surat darpd matrik...

aku sebenarnya tgh pk cmne nk bgtau mak aku pasal result aku..
yela result tak seberapa..
takut mak aku tuka jd dragon je..
tetiba satu pagi bapak aku ckp ada surat drpda matrik..
mak aku lak ckp mesti ada kene mengena ngan result..
shit! aku baru nk rahsiakan hal2 result ni..
matrik ni pun 1 takyah la anta surat..
anta surat by hand ke
takpon anta je orang bgtau kt aku..
nak tak nak aku pon bkk la surat tu..
ya! seperti yg kusangaka ia adalah resultku...
aku pun wat2lah terkejut..

me: eh! ndia dpt 3.03 la... (poyo je padahal da tau awal2..)
ayah: ha?? yeke??
ibu: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.........!!!!!!!!!!!
(sambil berlari memelukku)
me: . . . . ??? (bingung muka blur)
ayah: wa.. bagus ndia dpt kseluruhan bio A....
(padahal A- je.. bapakku tak nmpak kot minus tu?? bagus r sapa yg wat spek die!! haha)
me: senyum (still blur??)
ibu: bgus la ndia dpt 3 ke atas..

aku acctualy mmg bersyukur pon tp takut nk bgtau sbb ingat kan mak aku expect tinggi..
tp tak sangka r sampai parents aku bangga ngan result tu..
bgtau abg n die pon ckp power... (lagi bingung..)
bt im very thankfull to have such a supportive family...!!
bapak aku bg rm50
mak aku ajk kuar shopping!!

so gi sogo..
my mom beli dress wana pink n me beli baju checkers with purple pant!!!!!!!!!
akhirnya aku dpt baju checkers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lantak r korunk nk kata aku lembap..
pau mak part makanan mahal2..
part paling best bile nk balik blh masuk salah jln sbb sembang punye sembang dlm keta..
(bukan ngumpat eh..)
have a lot of fun today!!!
love u mom..

malas upload gamba..

chow, mau tgk lulu!!!!

pertemuan tak dijangka..

ok hari ni sgt riang gumbira...
i have date with azim n zabaiq mau breakfast sama2 di nz..
so pepagi azim da memekak suro bangun..
he picked me up n kitorang dua sembang2 sambil tggu baeq..
baeq dtg lambat sgt n perut kitorang da main lgu keroncong so order r roti telur..
kitorang makan dlu tanpa tggu baeq.. (sori baeq..)
haha..
tgh2 makan azim ternampak akmal..
panjang umor die sbb kitorang baru ngumpat pasal die.. ahaks..
bt we just remain talking tanpa mempedulikan die untill dia dtg kt kitorang...(jahat kn kitorang..) rupanya adibah n yuyu pon ada sekali...
so diorang pon join r kitorang makan..
n then ahmad dtg... gosh he become more handsome.. nyesal tak ngorat dulu.. haha..
n finally baeq pon dtg....
so mereka pon makan byk (akmal n baeq..)
ahmad tak makan sbb jaga muscle dia yg baru nk naik.. haha..
kami hanyalah duduk bersembang..
dibah ckp klu tak mim pon dtg tp ada paper..
sori mim jodoh kita tak kesampaian..

so lepas makan, kitorang decide nk gerak gi jj setiawangsa..
jalan punye jalan terjumpa r jarir.. (rasa cam reunion mengejut pon ada)..
tp tak bape sembang ngan jarir sgt..
ntah cmne kitorang terpecah 2..
aku, azim, ahamd n baeq jln bersama yg laen gi mana ntah..
tp still dlm jj so jgn risau.. (fuh)
kami pon decide nk maen game stelah lama tak jd budak2..
mereka di bawah bermain bola keranjang..





n then kitorang lawan game keta...
lawan gendangngan azim sambil bertemakan lagu doraemon... (an an an)
part yg paling best bile ahmad n baeq lawa maen gendang...
ahmad pukul kuat sgt smpai kayu terbelah 2.. haha...
tau r ada muscle takyah r tunjuk.. haha..
bt seriously ahmad klaka arini...
tak amek gamba sbb gelak sgt sampai terburai isi perut..
n then jumpa mereka yg laen pastu aku n azim beli jeruk sbb mengidam..
haha.. ibu mithali la katakan..
WTH!!
haha..

so jalan tak tentu hala..
scene bayar tiket pon klaka dimana baru aku tau merka ni tak reti masukkan tiket!!
asyik kene tendang je..
so salam-salaman...
bersurai..

arini mmg sgt best kuar dgn mereka...

final

SUBJEK	GRED
BAHASA INGGERIS	C	2
MATEMATIK SAINS	C+	2.33
KIMIA	B+	3.33
BIOLOGI	B+	3.33
PNGS1	2.8
PNGS2	3.03
PNGK	2.91
STATUS	LULUS

"Paparan keputusan ini adalah untuk tujuan makluman sahaja dan ia tidak boleh digunakan untuk tujuan lain. Kesahihan keputusan yang dipaparkan ini tertakluk kepada keputusan sebenar yang akan dicetak di atas transkrip rasmi yang akan dikeluarkan oleh Bahagian Matrikulasi kemudian."

why i hadn't get any A????

why????

i thought my bio will remain A!

shoot. bt at least my chem increase from c to b+...

1 thing for sure.. my math remain c+...

hahahaha... yay for math!

im wondering what is the best method to tell my mom about this result... maybe she happy because my pointer above 3 bt if she know i haven't got any A.......................(u dont wanna know how my mom could be..)..

haishh... (+_+)!

im screw!!

model.

i never knew my gemuk is a model!!
he never tell me!!
itupun dpt tangkap sbb nmpak muka die kt muka depan kotak makanan...
patutla skang ni klu nk pegang die bkan main marah lg...
and he always come home late at night..
selalu kuar senyap2..
oh gosh, im very pissed of with him...
how could he do this to me??
he know he is very important to me...!!
wait.. wat did he do to all his modelling money???
hmmmm.... i wonder....

btw.. here the pics..

see!! i told ya he's a model..

tp dlm gambar ni die tak pakai maskara...

he even kiss the box... bangga r tu!!

haha.. muka penat posing..

camni la die balik tiap2 malam pastu terbungkang cmni...

mother's day..

i made cupcakes for my lovely ibu...
my bro gave something too..
he gave a mug with love..
my ibu love all our give..
n im very glad with that...

i admit it.... they look good!!! n they taste good!
haha..(muka bangga)

there! the mug from my bro to ibu..

KAT TUN

the name is KAT TUN... where

K- kamenashi kazuya
A- akanishi jin
T- taguchi junnosuke
T- tanaka koki
U- ueda tatsuya
N- nakamaru yuichi

i am really die hard fan to this group!!!!!!!!
im the kattun's lover!!!!
n koki is my fav member..
he's the 2nd from right..
i know he's not as handsome as others but i love his personality..
he looks like gangster yet have a warm heart..
*melt*..
rrrrrrreeeeeeeeaaaaallllllyyyyyyyyyyy wanna meet them!!!!!!
please come to malaysia!!!!!!!!